Prinsezha's Journals

Pain.

That's all I can feel right now.

Just got back to my room from burying the remains of my dog, Princess. As I type, my tears are still streaming. I just got back from Dubai last night hoping that the next morning I'll see her. She's been in the vet for about 6 days now. She had complications with her pregnancy and none of her children survived. Before my grandparents fetched me from the airport, they visited her for a while and told her to hold on for I will be back. But she didnt. My father told me that maybe she chose to let go because she didnt want me to see her in pain. I wish she was still here with me. Im sad that I left my family and even more because of what happened. I cant fight the tears.

Three days...

without internet. BUMMER.

My family and I will be visiting an island called Puerto Galera for three days. It's a well-known tourist spot here in the Phillipines and I'm really excited to visit it :) I've already packed my bags though I still have this icky fever (I hope it'll be gone by tomorrow). We will be hitting the road early in the morning. I'll surely be missing a lot of posts by you guys. When I have the time I'll try my best to comment on them because they are all great. I really enjoy viewing them. I havent been commenting on posts, updating my profile and dropping notes much these days because my parents are here on vacation and I'm really spending time with them :)

Take Care! :)

What do you think?

I've been singing my whole life but only to myself or family. I've never asked anyone for their opinion if I should continue singing or not. Today I finally had the guts to record a cover of one of my favorite songs, My Heart by Paramore.I know im no Hayley Williams, but this is the first song that popped into my head so I recorded it at once since I a bit busy with studies. I was hoping that you guys could share your opinion on it, may it be positive or negative please. My apologies for the poor sound quality. Okay so here goes *bites nails :S

www.supload.com/listen?s=SFszJK

Daydream

As I close my eyes

A dream escapes from my head

It stays aloft

Floating and spinning up in the sky

I catch a glimpse of my desires

Wanting to break free

To sing at the top of my lungs

With no one who cares except for me

A journey at the corners of the world

A familiar guise branded by the crowd

Frolicking in the sand

Letting go of my head band

Is it all true

This heartfelt yearning?

Yes it is, with great intensity

But then no, since someone woke me up

While my professor was discussing something very boring, I was daydreaming and suddenly in the middle of it, when I was at the point of hitting that high note in my concert (it's free to dream right? haha) my classmate poked me at my back and said that our prof was asking me a question. So much for daydreaming :)) I was inspired by that incident to write this poem :)

My Princess is sick :(

My Baby, Princess is confined in the vet clinic for the third day today. As you can see she has

a dextrose inserted on one of her legs. She's been vomiting and having high fevers lately.

I just miss her badly. I visited her this morning and I think she was feeling better.

She stood up at once when she saw me; then when I was about to leave she cried :( .

The vet said there is a big chance that I could bring her back home tomorrow.

I hope she'll be okay by tomorrow.

How are you guys feeling lately?

GRETSCH STUMP-O-MATIC Guitar Giveaway

I'm sad I couldn't join this FOE contest. I just wish they'd include Philippines in the list of countries who are eligible to join it and other contests too. :(

Goodluck to those who have submitted their videos. And an early congratulations to the one who wins this contest.