Grab your hat and fetch a camera.

That's all I can feel right now.

Just got back to my room from burying the remains of my dog, Princess. As I type, my tears are still streaming. I just got back from Dubai last night hoping that the next morning I'll see her. She's been in the vet for about 6 days now. She had complications with her pregnancy and none of her children survived. Before my grandparents fetched me from the airport, they visited her for a while and told her to hold on for I will be back. But she didnt. My father told me that maybe she chose to let go because she didnt want me to see her in pain. I wish she was still here with me. Im sad that I left my family and even more because of what happened. I cant fight the tears.